Yo..

it seems that this week wasnt a very pleasant week to me... could consider it as one of the suckiest weeks this year...

Somehow things usually dun turn out as we dream them to turn out as... theres quite a lot to elaborate on this so i rather not.. but anyway i ran 10.5km on my own on saturday, and did it in 42 mins... cos theres was some army guy chasing me behind at bedok reservoir, so i forced myself to stay ahead... it was the fastest time ive run for that route...

Anyway on monday i tot got PE so quite happy... turned out that i struck fever and spent the day and it felt quite sucky..
and tuesday on MC, and
wednesday still had fever, went to sch, had a photog outing at Sakae, ate too much and it felt quite sucky.. suffered the night cos cannot sleep...
Thursday had fever as well as severe diarrhoea in sch, went toilet 9 times from 6am to 4pm.. felt sucky and cannot train.
Friday finally no more fever.. Ole! Still felt a bit weak and cold so nvr train, and went to dance concert.. some concert..
So it was the first week that i couldnt train a bit to prepare for today's national juniors...
sigh.. i had already taken great care to drink tonnes of water, rest, and mentally prepare...knew i wasnt 100% ready but was juz gonna do my best..

All the slower guys didnt turn up for the 5km, leaving mainly the top runners like dash, jeffrey & ee ghim.. somehow something was wrong... after 600m, my mouth was totally dry! I was quite shocked actually but cannot do anything... tried to formulate saliva, but there was totally no saliva... it was like some amazing dehydration after 600m? nvr experienced such a thing before in my life... even running 20km also got no such thing sia...

then i realised when i tried to go faster, blister on both feet began to form... thk not used to Farrell's spikeshoes... usually wear racers.. the blisters were BURNING PAINFUL after a couple of rounds... it was crap! i nvr got blisters running in a dry race before la.. only like after paddling or swimming in the sea before running then got blisters cos got sand...

I thk my mental is not strong enough to block out the pain of the blisters.. was unable to maintain any faster speed cos of the pain... A really mentally strong dog might have juz blocked out the pain and run even faster to the extent of gushing blood...(remember yingren in the triathlon for the blood he shed)

aiya at least on my own blog like this i can make my excuses... actually quite disappointed ( like always) since this is probally one of my last races ill be running...which is quite sad cos training has been quite part of college life for long.. wierd not doing it... and so many VJ or non VJ ppl were watching me run like crap...they probally have their own opinions.. When Nabil the pro saw me limping around at the end he asked" what happened?" haha...cant walk for nuts now..

i do hope that ill start doing stuff well when it matters for the rest of the year... there are some months to go... Like A levels for instance.. and other stuff la..

K i go bathe... then i go sit around.. maybe play a winning eleven game?